Trials & Tribulations

I have been laid up for 10 days now with acute lower back pain and freaking sciatica in both sides of my body.  Don't you feel sorry for me?!  I certainly do!  I have not been able to make it downstairs to my kitchen without near collapse due to the living pain + exhaustion from the exertion.  My daughter asked me if her dad ad been with me during this time .... oh no! Baby daddy was here the week prior .... that really was enough😚.  So  I have suffered and I mean suffered on my own.   OK, so I cannot live with anyone: mostly because I am contrary but also I have OCD/Pure O - whilst under 'control' it impacts every aspect of my life.  Besides which, baby daddy is a messy bugger 😩 so there would be a murder!

Backside: I was able to move around on the weekend (not outdoors or any housework - which is very very disturbing to my OCD mindset) and thought that the wretched sciatica was easing off and would eventually free me.  Alas no, just like a filthy cold, it has taken me back and beaten me down worse than before. this b.s. just ain't right and I am suitably outraged.

Anyhow, this social butterfly is looking at the pile of work I desperately need to tackle but know good and well, nothing is going to get done .... 😒.  I have, however, elected to re-arrange my make-up etc.  In the words of my daughter 'it's freaking good to be a girl'😏